You know when i developed my Mediumship if someone had told me i would be battered emotionally i wouldnt of bothered. This game this 'Spiritual life' is not so spiritual even people you look up to can and will try to put you down, Jealousy is a terrible thing and i can say that i personally would never ever do that to someone who is 'better than me' as they say, i would push their pedestal higher than they thought they could reach. It is good testiment to me as a Medium come teacher that one or more of my pupils excel me that is what it is all about isnt it.

I am going to sit tight until the new year and then i am going to start again, at present i am dealing with a lot of crap and i couldnt concentrate on anything, so once the new year comes in a new beginning will also come in for me. At the moment i feel drained emotionally and physically, its been a long hard year and i personally cannot wait for it to be over