You know when i developed my Mediumship if someone had told me i would be battered emotionally i wouldnt of bothered. This game this 'Spiritual life' is not so spiritual even people you look up to can and will try to put you down, Jealousy is a terrible thing and i can say that i personally would never ever do that to someone who is 'better than me' as they say, i would push their pedestal higher than they thought they could reach. It is good testiment to me as a Medium come teacher that one or more of my pupils excel me that is what it is all about isnt it.

I am going to sit tight until the new year and then i am going to start again, at present i am dealing with a lot of crap and i couldnt concentrate on anything, so once the new year comes in a new beginning will also come in for me. At the moment i feel drained emotionally and physically, its been a long hard year and i personally cannot wait for it to be over

where has this year gone i seemed to have blinked and it has gone by without me hardly noticing. Its been a pretty tough year and i have had more than a few hard lessons to learn. I have also had to face the fact that even people i love can and sometimes will let me down. When this happens usually i will moan for a while then get over and get on with it forgiving them anything because i love them. This last lesson though i can honestly say i didnt see it coming until it hit me right between the eyes. I am numb with shock at the moment, and no i wont be getting over it, i will learn to live with it but the end of our road has come and although i dont wish this person any harm i dont want to know either. Its not a nice situation that i find myself in, but like i said i will learn to deal with it. I can hear a few say 'well if your psychic didn't you see it coming?' the answer is No i have lessons to learn too so i will not be informed or warned about this unless it is for my own good.

I have readvertised in my local paper as a psychic, the response was pretty good so i am happy about that.

The ability i have doesnt make me special it makes me more sensitive,

I am again doing art and am at present waiiting for the paint to dry on a canvas i am doing. i will post a pic when i am done

for now toodle pip xxx

i decided to keep the blog up to date (poor you). So i will be rambling on about different things, as well as the Psychic part of my life.

It's been a pretty hard 2 years and it is now that i feel i am starting to turn a corner i seemed to have been stuck on a round about permanently going round in circles, now i can see the exit and boy am i heading for it.

I have restarted doing the reading again and i was pretty nervous to begin with, i shouldn't of doubted myself nor spirit because everything turned out brilliantly even i was a little shocked by the evidence that i had through. Pretty cool i think,

On this blog i will be also giving my personal opinion on different things. now remember it is my personal opinion, it is not the opinion of others and should not be miscontrude as fact,

so for now i will say adios, and i will update weekly (again poor you)